Never..

"Never say U are busy when they really need you.
You may have the entire world at your feet.
but you might be the only world to them.
A moment of negligence might break the very heart which loves you thru all odds."


Loves

If..

If ever there is a chance, i wish its me you know first.


Loves.

Why does every living thing has a reason ?

I have this beautiful dream i always dream of, so beautiful that i cant wait to grow up and achieve this beautiful dreams for all i wanted since i was young.. Years after years i started to understand no realize whats for real and whats not.. Why this dream of all ? because i could not get what i wanted even not a miracle could help..

Now let start off with what i always dream of, well its kind of simple and common to everyone which they will say duh who does not want that!? I know I know.. still i have to share with you guys.. I always always wanted a lovely family like a family of four and a small venture ..

Have you ever think of wearing the same aprons standing side by side with him cooking along as he sweat while stir frying and while i chop some onions? Have you ever love being kiss on a forehead every night before you go to bed? Have you ever ask for a tiny request that he is willing to do anything just for your tiny request? Have you ever wanted to hold hands walking down the beach or streets together? Have you ever want to do things together and never leave each other as we come in a pair?

Well, I do..

All i wanted was for him to pay a little more attention to me.. All i wanted is for him to love me more than anyone else.. All i wanted is for him to appreciate me more.. All i wanted is for him to tell me not to worry i am always here for you.. All i wanted is for him to say time does not matters what matters most is the love he suppose to give and it cant be weight nor measure..All i wanted is that he will love me the way i love him deary.. All i wanted is for him to know more about me.. and hear me out ...

Well, i guess its complicated in every parts of life even in relationship..


Loves.

Its me i guess for that chicky ass grabbing? Thats sort of sweet and naughty..
I am wild he mention, How can i be that wild, hmmm maybe a little?
Aww.. I guess its both parties that lingers this little naughty side of us..
I love it thou..

HEY JOHN NICE ASS RMB !

Loves.

his kiss...

Have you ever taste honey lemon drink? Its either too sweet or sour..

This perfectly blends well.. Thats how it taste, maybe like cherry ice cream?.. hehe.


Loves.

Old ..

This is what i meant.. Beautiful Heros.
I love you hun.


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Fingers..

Hands i will hold on forever. He mention: I dreamt of walking down the beach with Amanda..

My thoughts: I dreamt of holding on your hands till it takes forever for us to sleep together and move on our next journey... Giggles.

Loves.

Its been awhile...

I love it when he hugs me to sleep. Its been awhile i had this feeling.. Its warmer when he kiss on my forehead.

I love you.







Loves.

Im dying ....

Suffering from body aches.. Its not a nice feeling i admit. A flu A cough A Fever blew me just right away.

Ouch... How can i get rid of these aches? Its torturing me ! I wish there's nasty stuff that can just cure me right now...

Im horribly killing myself on the spot right now... Papers everywhere yucks. I just cant finish ... Its painful to see tt happening ..

Well, I need to get myself well again. Got to get some med from someone.

Loves.

Shades..

Everything is hidden up ..
No space to breath..
A word you said..
It hurts ..
No matter , it matters now..
I conceal within..
Its murmuring...
I wish.. It has..
Time..
Its a fault you never lie..
A hate interval..
Mins a dough..
Nuts crack..
Plaster a need..
I need you..

Loves.

Define Love

Most people never learn how to sustain a loving relationship. The reason is simple. Nobody showed them. The mere fact that a man and woman feel love toward each other does not guarantee they will be able to create a joyful and rewarding life. Love does not automatically teach a person communication skills. Love does not teach a person how to resolve a conflict. Love does not teach people how to weave their love into the rest of their life.

For most people who fall in love, a time will come when they sense the beginning of problems. They know that romantic love can produce great joy and happiness. But with time, they begin to feel more alone. They experience self-doubt and they feel the consequence of their unmet needs. They begin to see the other person more like they truly are and not what they needed them to be. They usually begin to find faults in others and they may become jealous, angry, bitter, sarcastic or cynical. Many will separate or remain together in misery. They will often have children and try to raise a family in an effort to revive the relationship or to feel better. Many will have an affair. When they separate or divorce, some will get involved in another relationship too quickly. They try to find some way to ease the pain. They idealize this new person in their life and the cycle starts over. They say to themselves, "I'll never be hurt like that again.

The exact origin of the desire to love is difficult to comprehend, but can be appreciated in many ways.

When a man and woman encounter each other in midst of love they seek intimate contact. In a general sense, love is a response to something we intimately value. Romantic love is the experience of joy in the presence of a loved one, joy in being close to a loved one, and joy in our interaction with a loved one.

Romantic love is a powerful way to express our capacity to love and to be loved. It is a way to focus our energy, our curiosity, and our desire for adventure. Romantic love is a source of pleasure and inspiration and is worth pursuing. Romantic love is a blessing of life. Romantic love confirms our lovable and capable nature.

We all carry some male and female aspects within us. In men, the male principle is usually predominate. In women, the female principle is usually predominate. A man knows what it feels like to be a man in a way that no woman can fully understand. The same principle applies for women. The difference in perspective available to men and women when encountering each other represents, at least potentially, a deeper range of knowing our self and another person. In other words, a wider range of possibilities exists between men and women than between members of the same sex. The deepest level of self-understanding for a man requires interaction with the opposite sex. In relating to people who are different, especially the opposite sex, we can potentially experience the fullest range of who we are, who we aren’t, and aspects of ourselves we deny or never realized. The polarity between man and woman generates and accentuates self-discovery and self-understanding.

We have all heard how some people can meet someone for the first time and then experience a sudden shock of recognition. There is an odd sense of familiarity, a mysterious sense of having encountered the person before - as if the person was already known. These people experience a sense of fascination over this mysterious familiarity and strangeness. Something is known about this person in a powerful way

*Romantic love is based on shared sight and is shaped by happiness. Immature love is based on shared blindness, and is merely a fortress against pain.

Romantic love is a sanctuary, and a source of nourishment and energy. Sometimes romantic love is the only point of certainty, and the only thing that is solid and real in the midst of chaos and ambiguity.*


Loves.

Boys Girls

Love is mostly tender and quiet.
Love is a light that allows people to see things that are not seen by others.

Romantic love is a deep emotional, sexual and spiritual recognition and regard for the value of another person and relationship.


Loves.

Once more ....

More



I came across this beautiful photo while browsing the net, I could not stop looking at this photo, it was well taken ... I love how natural it was shot.. That pair of lovely eyes how innocent it can .. Its a love mother gave for..

Hardship was once there now is a BLESSING i said.

Loves.

I have been overlook....

Define Beautiful..


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Ice Cream....

Ice Cream I have been Craving For.... I Guess Ice Cream is the only way to CHEER me up...

I love ice cream... I love ice cream... I love ice cream...
Cant stop saying.. Ops....

Loves.

All about things...

Time has been running out so soon.. Am i still in a world where i had to hide?
I cant predict what comes next.. I ever wonder what's wrong what's right .. I am afraid, really afraid to live. Life's such a whore.. I cant imagine how can i go thru all these without a helping hand.. Am i a nuisance? I ask. I thought so. I have no one to count on where all my fears came gushing through my blood stream..Looking so down i yearn for a shoulder to lean on to close my eyes and breath. Haven i got enough learning! I said to myself, What in a world am i living for...

So lonely i daydream.. Hysteric man made has happen, destroying own has turn bad. No.. No one wants that..I had to live on.. Once is enough. I threw silent rags, dirty and worn, how how ... Shouts can be heard far far never-land.

I squat down hears cry, tears down and it will never stop..


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Loves.

Just a pharse of life

Life has been a different path for me now.. I can't explain how much it change me. Huge change ? A aching path i have been through, time to learn get up on my feet walk as far as i could. Its a different path i thought .

A moment i stop by. A beautiful scene appear his smile a wink. That's what i feel, controlling my smile i yearn for him. Yes indeed memories i cant stop thinking. Always referring when how will he is it could it my only? Gosh how tough it can be. I don't know i really don't know.

He appear once more finally it true, my mind goes haywire messy. Kwet i thought, how nice it can be. Speaking in unity it makes sense it does! I cant stop giggling laughter in a quiet corner. Sneaking around anxiously waiting. Peeps you wanna go with me ? Yes why not haha. I am crazily insane hyperactive when its comes to this.

Its mine now. Life could not get any better than this i appreciate. Sweet as it can be well is a starter of everything u experience. 1 month soon, its a lovely moment for the 1 month how far can it goes Im not sure either. Yeah Im being bother by insane thoughts..yes it seems perfect, everything is nice , everything is sweet it still bothers me. Why? Is the question. How far would you go,a pinch of salt or a bag of sugar? A part of me makes a huge impact on you? I hold beautiful memories cant stop wondering is there a shadow right behind you. Expose me to all, i don't want to be hidden behind all.

Im always waiting..

Loves.

Dessert Sweets

Chocolate Pudding. Eh it looks like some cake. Okeh i don't know.


Green Tea Icy. I love this green tea icy. Thou it don't look tt yummy but well it taste not bad..

Photographer John Goh

We had great photos. Great fun.

Thanks to him.


Loves.

Beautiful Photo by john goh

A pair of chopstick,a bowl of rice and a spoon.

It was a beautiful moment by the corner. I look down, seeing people walking around aimlessly, some were looking around hunting for clothes while others siting round licking on an icy cold cone. I wish i had one to lick i thought so and i smiled.

Snap! .. That's when a heard a click. Beautiful posed beautiful lights and a beautiful shot was snap.

Its was a delight, i jump to look at the photos.


Beautiful Indeed.

I love every little things ....

At times i wonder how much can a person eat so much and look

perfectly fine, with all the nice features amazing curves i ever wanted..

But then again, that's people who thought.

He eats one plate of rice and calls uncle for another plate of rice and he drink a can of green tea in the midnight instant noodles for himself.

His stomach can fill that much food and poops than next day.

He sing beautifully with that charming smile. As he struck the guitar, his body move along voices surrounding every corner of his room.

I am amaze by his voice... That i close my eye feel the rhymes and hum along with him..

He stole every breath of mine making me out of breath whenever he's near...

His eyes mesmerize me.. Has he ever done lengthening lashes?

Her lashes is short and straight.

Right now every small little things makes a different... making it possible is possible. Thus trust.

Loves,
Good Night.

Unplug

unplug
sunny skies, rain, humidity
water powerful washing over me
washing away uncertainty
clear the air, clear the mind
finding peace I thought I’d not find
loved ones lost close to me
visible in the clouds above the sea
racing motorboat
Black River bound
plants and wildlife to be found
facing fears
in crocodile waters
jumping from swing
sadness scatters
hanging with the idlers
knowing they are swindlers
enjoying music in the sand
you and me hand in hand
lightening storms across the sky
peacefully in bed we lie
lying naked side by side
on top of sheets
we cannot hide
passion grows like first we met
bodies entangled slick with sweat
days of wonder
nights of peace
going home
now at ease
back to reality
unplugging does now cease